1 post tagged “halloween”

So, work crush?  Mostly gone by now.  I've never actually talked to him up close to notice his facial features in detail, but I did today and omg, his mouth and nose are so out of whack with the rest of his face, I don't know how I never noticed.  And he lisps.  And not in a good way.  So, the crush is mostly gone.  Mostly.  Ok, so I still am madly in like with him.  But. I'm no longer wanting 2.5 Jack Russell Terriers, His and His SUVs and a condo in Turtle Creek. 

In other news, I haven't done much of anything this past week.  Unplug the phone, sleep alone, stay way out of sight.  It's not as depressing as it sounds. I just don't feel like doing anything.  I have plans with Lance for Halloween, but after that, I'm not really looking to do anything.  And really, I only agreed to go to the Halloween party with Lance because he's coming in from Fort Worth and I don't want to seem like a big bitch and say no, I don't want to go (which I do want to go...just not sure if I really want to go because it's a halloween party or if I want to go to have fun).  Either way, I'm going.  So there's that.

My mom and stepdad (I guess that's what I'd call him.  I mean, they married after I was an adult, so I don't know that he's really my stepdad, but it's easier than saying my Mom's husband) went to Corpus for the weekend, so I'll be all alone all weekend.  Which will be nice.  I have so much cleaning and laundry to do along with just wanting to sleep, lie in bed all day and cry as John on Days of our Lives dies. 

Despite what this entry sounds like (and I realize it seems like I have no life, which I don't), I'm actually very happy right now.  I have a few new friends, a few old ones still around out there somewhere and I really am happy.  Now, if only I could just NOT be single.  That would make me ecstatic!