2 posts tagged “pride”

National coming out day is October 11th, 2007.  I was going to openly admit that I'm gay on that day, but it's become clear to me that most people know that I'm gay.  Including my family.  But since I haven't admitted it, really, I'm stuck with this sort of weird limbo where some people know that I'm gay and some don't.

So, here it is. I'm gay. I still have to tell my mother, but I think that with my sister's support, I'll be able to.

Here's to being proud to be gay!

So, work has been stressful, mostly because they dumped the entire Accounts Receivable Reconciliation stuff on me and gave me a mess of shit with that.  Like the fact that the lady who did it before me never researched anything and just wrote it off after it aged long enough.  She can be such a b.

In other news, I'm really pretty tired lately and I think it's because I can't sleep at night.  I don't know why.  It's not to do with smoking (pretty much quit that) and it's not because of caffeine because I only drink that until 7pm and then stop.  I don't know why but I can't sleep.  I think it must be financial stress.  I make more than enough money, but I just spend so much.  I really need to cut back on the spending.  Or make use of what I have.  I mean, I pay for a gym membership that I don't use.  OMG...Idea.  Maybe if I work out every night, then I'll eventually wear myself out enough to fall asleep at night and not on the bus in the afternoon.

Haven't been up to much lately.  Last week, went with Jessie to Dallas Pride. It was hot outside, I got a lot of beads and way drunk.  Tons of fun!  And this weekend, I have no plans.  Being a grownup sucks.  That is all.

Oh, wait, it's not.  I'm ready for November to be here because then $187 of my monthly debt goes bye-bye.  And I need to call all my credit cards and inform them that I need payment plans because I just don't have the money.  Also, my electric bill is way too high for my taste, so I've been keeping the air close to 80 and the lights off most of the time.  Sadly, this means that until I can get stable financially, I have to wait to get a pet.