2 posts tagged “smoking”
Oy. I just realized that I've spent $250 in the past 3 months on a gym membership I don't ever use. So, Monday I'm going to get off the bus at the gym and actually go in and get a tour and then on Tuesday, I shall start working out. Because for god's sake, I'm wasting so much money on this stupid ass membership that I don't use. If I don't go this week, then I'll be cancelling the membership post haste. Genug already with this shit. Plus, if I workout more, I'll probably quit smoking faster because really. Although it's taken me 3 days to smoke this current pack.
That's all. I just wanted to put this down somewhere so that somehow I can remind myself of the deal I just made with my self.
So, work has been stressful, mostly because they dumped the entire Accounts Receivable Reconciliation stuff on me and gave me a mess of shit with that. Like the fact that the lady who did it before me never researched anything and just wrote it off after it aged long enough. She can be such a b.
In other news, I'm really pretty tired lately and I think it's because I can't sleep at night. I don't know why. It's not to do with smoking (pretty much quit that) and it's not because of caffeine because I only drink that until 7pm and then stop. I don't know why but I can't sleep. I think it must be financial stress. I make more than enough money, but I just spend so much. I really need to cut back on the spending. Or make use of what I have. I mean, I pay for a gym membership that I don't use. OMG...Idea. Maybe if I work out every night, then I'll eventually wear myself out enough to fall asleep at night and not on the bus in the afternoon.
Haven't been up to much lately. Last week, went with Jessie to Dallas Pride. It was hot outside, I got a lot of beads and way drunk. Tons of fun! And this weekend, I have no plans. Being a grownup sucks. That is all.
Oh, wait, it's not. I'm ready for November to be here because then $187 of my monthly debt goes bye-bye. And I need to call all my credit cards and inform them that I need payment plans because I just don't have the money. Also, my electric bill is way too high for my taste, so I've been keeping the air close to 80 and the lights off most of the time. Sadly, this means that until I can get stable financially, I have to wait to get a pet.
